I've had so much fun over the years and it's crazy to think it'll be over soon. I miss spending time with people the way I used to. I miss caring for people the way I used to.
So for Halloween I went to a concert at Bogarts with Ben, Nate, and Lauren. It was pretty cool. It's crazy that this'll be my last Halloween in high school. Everything just seems to be a last of something. It's crazy. And I think I'm not even like enjoying it as much as I should be. I mean I didn't even go to my senior year homecoming game, or dance. But mostly I can't believe I missed the game. I've gone to every homecoming game since like at least 7th grade. I'm losing all my "childhood" friends. Well as close to childhood as they were. I mean my old friends for like 7th and 8th grade. I hardly talk to anyone from back then. Besides maybe like 5 people tops. Well I guess those are the 5 people who matter, but I still miss a lot of people I might never hang out with again, if I even talk to some of them. The sad thing is they might never even think of me. Well, I'll miss them. They have a really big part of my heart and I'll always remember them. It's scary to think I'm almost an adult. Anyway, I'm out.